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Reposting: The Doors Of Destiny
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-Susan O'Marra
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Jul 07, 2009 04:35 PDT
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The Vision of the Doors of Destiny by Susan Cummings
January 2, 2005
These past few days, the Lord has been showing me a series of things
that he has for His people. With the many prophetic words and decrees
that have gone forth over the internet concerning the New Year, I have
hesitated to release anything into the mix. I have waited awhile longer
for the Lord to complete this communication to me, so that the people of
God would understand what I have been given. It is not my intention to
bring attention to myself in this encounter, but to show forth the hour
of opportunity that each child of God has now come to, in the timing of
God. Our lives are just a reflection of the Lord's dealings in His
People. We are transparent, so that He can be seen.
This is what I have been given:
I have had a recurring vision of standing in a darkened room or area and
I am watching many windows or doors with long curtains hanging in front
of them. Each of these openings have a single colored curtain, and each
has a specific color or fabric. Some are brightly colored, while others
are more pastel and some are more subdued in its brilliance. Others have
unique fabrics and textures to them, and others have shimmering lights
woven into them.
Each of the curtains are moving slightly, and it seems like a breeze is
gently causing each to sway in the light breeze. There are also others
doors that are further away from these that I see close up. I also
discern that there are natural doors, like caves, and ones that are man
made. But each has a purpose and a timing for its opening and closing.
As I am watching these curtains gently sway before their doors, I sense
that the Lord is waiting for a response from me. I don't really know
what to do, so I wait and watch. I know that the Lord will speak to me
when He is ready or when I have received what I have been sent to learn.
The Lord comes up next to me, and points at the doors with the curtains.
He says to me, "These are the doors that have been awaiting the release
of those who will enter them, and fulfill their destiny." I look at each
one again. Each is different, and each is made for that individual, that
is why each had a unique color or quality, or so I thought. The Lord
nodded.
"You are only partly correct. Each of My People have the same
opportunity to serve Me. Each can come to Me, and obtain all that they
need to walk out their destinies. Each has a specific calling and
purpose, but each can choose and say no. I will not force anyone to come
to Me, or to serve Me, or to walk out their walk. Each must desire Me
above themselves or their own desires and plans."
"What you see before you are the doors of release that await you and My
People who I have now brought forth. Each is a specific path for this
hour, and each course will determine their final assignments. But take a
close look and choose wisely. For each is a set course and cannot be
altered nor exchanged after the choice is made, for time is short. For
each one who chooses to serve Me, must utterly cast off their own will
and pick up Mine, and then walk out that choice and it's following
results."
"Each of the doors are also the release of gifts and different
expressions of Myself that each will show when they walk forth into
those doors. But what they express will also be affected by their amount
of dying to their own selves. For what they cleave to of themselves will
also come forth as they walk out their choice, as they allow their
humanity to influence their destiny and their fruit that will come forth
with it. I will explain it this way... If you do not entirely let go of
all areas of your life and give them to Me, and fully allow Me to
inhabit those areas, then what remains will taint My Presence and
eventually cloud and distort the purity of My Reflection within you. The
result will not be a full transformation, and will be a mixture."
"I desire that each of Mine will be a pure vessel. I am coming to all of
My Children, and bringing them to their place of choosing. Whatever is
in their hearts, will be what they will be drawn to. This will result in
their final placement and portion. Each will serve Me, but what the
results of that service will be, is up to them. I will not force anyone.
Each will give their hearts to Me, or they will retain them. I will not
force My Love upon anyone, nor receive forced Love that is not sincerely
offered."
"What you see before you, is also your choice too. Look before you, and
then choose your door." I looked at the Lord, and then back at the
doors. I thought that I already had been released and knew the course
that the Lord had for me. As I have been coming to the Lord and have
received many changes in myself and my ways. I was confused as to the
new shift and the new commission before me. The Lord watched as I
struggled within myself and searched for understanding.
The Lord waited. He watched and waited for me to come to a choice. I had
no choice. I could not make one. I did not want any of the doors before
me, and could not identify with any of them. The Lord said, "The doors
are for each to choose. Even you. Each much choose daily to serve Me,
and to lay down their lives for Me and for the Harvest. There are many
choices along the way. Each choice leads to another juncture and setting
in My Timing for you, and then another choice is required. But in this
Hour in the times of men. I am opening the final series of releases and
am positioning My People into their places. So, you are at the season of
new release, along with My People, and you will walk through and begin
the next phase of your destiny. As will all of My People. Each to their
own choice."
I looked at the doors. I went and drew closer to see them, and to view
their curtains. Each door had a unique quality and set of events that
would occur to the one who would enter into it. Each had a unique
anointing that would be upon them and empower them to walk out that
choice. Each had a specific gifting that would enable the individual to
express the Lord uniquely in their walk. There were so many, and some
were more compelling than the others. Some had shining lights that
glittered throughout the fabrics and compelled the viewer to their
brilliance, it seemed. The one that I stood in front of was like this. I
did not desire the brilliance of these lights nor the feeling of the
brilliance of the lights as it seemed to illuminate the person and I
drew back. I felt afraid of the beckoning lights and I sensed uneasiness
about the door.
The Lord said to me, "This is good. Some of My People choose the more
brilliant and public doors that bring great public exposure and
brilliance, but fail to realize that it will also illuminate them, and
this causes them to fall into pride and arrogance, as they cannot stand
in the light without receiving it into themselves. They never gave me
all of their hearts, so when the illumination comes, it exposes the area
of darkness and they take the light of the gifts to themselves, and it
brings them to a place of imbalance, mixture, and self destruction. Very
few walk purely in the arena of public gifting and in the display of My
True Power. The more of My Power and Glory that is displayed, the more
death that is necessary to release it and to reflect Me. Few handle My
Gifts and honor them rightly without coveting the glory. But, all men
can choose which portion of Me that they desire to reflect. All of My
Gifts are available to all men, and are always freely given. Many want
the most prominent gifts and callings, but fail to bring the changes
necessary into their lives to enable them to walk purely in that
calling. But fewer still fail to fully weigh the responsibilities of
their choice."
I looked at the other doors. I walked up to one that had a silky and
shiny fabric in front of it. It felt like water flowing through my
hands. It was so lovely to hold and it was a deep blue in color. It was
very heavy even though it was silky. The fabric was not what it seemed
to be. It bore a weight that did not match its appearance. I did not
feel any strong drawing or attachment to this curtain, so I released it
too. I stepped back and looked at it. It shimmered in the darkness, and
awaited its owner to walk through it. The Lord nodded and said. "This
one also bears much responsibility. My gifts are without repentance, so
each must fully weigh their choices and know that their choice will bear
fruit in their lives, for good or for bad. This represents the beauty of
My Presence and the weight of My Glory that flows through My Gifts. For
each reflects Me. But the weight of My Glory will crush those who have
not fully surrendered their hearts to Me. For I Am Holy, and My Glory
will not abide in those who do not walk clean."
"This door is another path of expression of Me. It bears much
responsibility too. It is a path of revelation that unveils much about
My Glory and My Presence, and My Word, but it bears much hardship. The
greater the revelation, the greater the death and obedience that is
required to walk in it. Many want to walk in My Truth, but do not want
to pay the price of that knowledge. But I give all of My People the
choice. They can walk in My Truth or not. I will not force anyone to
come to My Light or to My Truth. Each much come freely and know Me. The
ones who walk through this door will reflect My Word. It will also
reflect what is in them. It will also judge what is in them that has not
been given to Me, that is why I desire that all men allow Me to judge
them first. For judgment must come for My people to learn righteousness.
Then they can effectively teach My truth and rightly divide it."
I nodded and walked to the next curtain. It was a fabric that had many
weaves and patterns woven into its folds. It was not a bright or
alluring color, but it was pleasing to look at, and was heavier than the
others. It has patterns of fruits and plants woven into it. It was a
kind of beige or natural color. I reached out and touched its folds and
felt the woven images. It was a strong fabric and it bore many things.
But I could not find within me a desire for this one either. I was
beginning to wonder if I had something within me that was not given to
the Lord, because I couldn't identify with any of these so far. But, I
waited anyways. Searching myself as I walked.
The Lord stood at this one. He said, "This door is one of great weight
and responsibility as the others. Each of them bears a great
responsibility. But this one is very heavy. It is the weight of My Word.
My Word is brought forth through this door through teaching and
impartation of Truth. Those who choose this door, receive great
understanding of My Word and the anointing to teach it to My People.
Many desire this gift, and path. But fail to walk in its light. As I
said before, My Word judges and reflects Me.
If the person has not brought every area of their life under total
authority and submission to My Word, that same Word will show forth
their walk. My Word is a lamp unto their feet and a light upon their
paths. But those who teach My Word, are entrusted with the Holiness of
My Word and must reflect that Holiness. I am the Living Word. But few
honor Me, and My Word. Few give My Word utter and total Lordship over
their lives and their giftings and destinies. They only want My Word,
till they get what they desire, then they walk on in their own ways.
Those who teach My Word will have no excuse before My Father. For the
Word will judge them and their actions, for they know the Word, and
teach others to do likewise. Much Blood has been shed in this door. Many
are led into destruction by those who teach My Word falsely and with
insincere hearts. I am raising up those who will be Lovers of My Truth,
and who will reflect Me to others through My Word. This is available to
all who desire it, and who will treasure My Word as Precious."
On and on I walked. Past many doors and curtains, but I could sense no
compelling drawing to any of these. Much was revealed to me by the Lord
regarding the many gifts and expressions of Himself that he is now
releasing, and that awaited its time to be seen in the earth.
I then came to a cave. It had a rough covering of some type that just
fit over it. It was not compelling or even pleasing to see, but I felt
its fabric in my hands. It has a feeling of roughness and of un use. I
just felt that few chose this door. I felt that many had come this way,
but few had entered in or chose this path due to its uniqueness and its
placement. It was farther away from the others. I sensed a drawing to
this one, but at the same time, I felt the desire to search more. There
was still something that I had not found yet.
The Lord saw my hesitancy. He nodded and said, "This is a very important
door. It is the door of sacrifice. It is a very costly door and it is
very highly esteemed among heaven. Sacrifice births forth the Kingdom of
Heaven. For the Kingdom of Heaven is come to men, and is now within them
if they choose it to be. But sacrifice is the price of obedience. My
Sufferings is revealed through this door. It is the door to My
Sufferings and to My Glory. It is through sacrifice that true change
comes and the Light of My truth shines forth. All of My Mighty Men are
trained in these caves of obscurity. But few pay the price to be
changed, so they can take the message to My People so that they too can
enter in. Few want to be transparent. Many want to be seen as important
and as in high positions of authority in the earth, but few will lay
their lives down for their brethren, to reflect Me. I am the pearl of
great price. It will cost you your life to enter in, and to be My
Reflection. This path brings great reward and many souls to My Father.
We walked on and passed many more. Each stood with its own path and
purpose. But I could not find any that I could embrace. Although I
wanted to embrace each one, as I truly did want to reflect the Lord is
whatever way He desired me to, and it did not matter, for I would walk
in His choice, but He did not choose for me. He waited. I began to
grieve, as I felt that I had not found the place for me here, and I had
missed it somewhere. I began to think of the many times I had
encountered the Lord and the lessons that I had learned in them. Each
was precious to me and had brought me closer to Him.
I said to Him, "Lord, I cannot choose any of these. I do not feel my
destiny is here with these." I then began to recall several times that
the Lord had brought me into His Heart last year.
In one visionary experience, my spirit left my body after a meeting, and
I rose up into the heavenlies, and saw the stars and the heavens. I saw
this small square hatch type door open before me. Inside the door was
the milky way, the heavens, the planets, the stars and all of creation.
I suddenly understood that all of creation was in the Fathers Heart
before He ever created it. I felt compelled to enter in this door.
In this door was a room of sorts. There was a loud drum beating in this
room. I was told to shut the door behind me. I turned and shut the
hatch. It seemed to disappear as I did and the walls became a living
wall. I turned and I saw that I was in a huge heart. It was beating
loudly as at first and it echoed throughout the chamber that I was in. I
could feel the heartbeat of the Father, and was overwhelmed at its size
and capacity for Love. With each beat that I heard and felt in that
room, I understood the Father truly loves His creation and cares for it.
He spoke it forth from Himself and imparted Himself into it as He did.
All things existed through Him, for Him, and by Him.
It is here that I felt at home. Another time, I was back in the Fathers
heart again, and I saw a desk and chair in this heart. I saw myself
sitting at the desk and writing the things that the Fathers heart was
beating. I did not want to leave this place. I felt at one with His
Heart beat and it echoed throughout my being. But, all of a sudden, I
was back in my body again after this first experience. All of these
emotions welled up within me, as I re-thought about them again. This is
where I belonged.
I said to the Lord, "Lord I do not desire these doors as the one to walk
through. I do desire to be used by you in any of them if you choose for
me to. I desire to be your vessel in any way that you choose me to. I am
your servant and you can make me into whatever you desire. I take no
thought for my future, for you are all that I desire. But, I cannot help
but remember when you allowed me to experience Your Heart and what You
feel and how much You love us. I entered into that door, as You brought
me into it, I felt so close to you and your love beat all around me. I
would like to choose that door if I could again. I would like to sit at
that desk that I saw, and write of what your heart beats about, and of
your desires, and the great love that You have for your people. I would
like to write of you. I desire that your people know you and also have
your heart."
"I choose this door. The door to Your Heart. For I do not desire
greatness or luxuries, but I desire You. I want to know You, and to be
able to tell others who You are, and what You feel, and reflect You to
them. There is nothing else for me, but You. I cannot choose any other
path."
I waited. My heart beat with longing for His Presence and Love, but I
could only embrace that which He allowed me to. I looked at the Lord and
felt that I maybe had not asked correctly. For the doors around us were
shown to me, but what I desired was not here. The Lord came over to me,
and took me into His arms. He enveloped me in His embrace, and held me
close. I felt such acceptance from Him that I no longer felt grief or
uncertainty. I felt secure in Him. He drew back after a minute, and
smiled and said, "There is no other place that I desire for you to be,
but in My heart. My Father and I are one. Our heart has desired that men
would seek us. Oh, that men would seek us, and desire to know us, and to
be one with us. For I was sent to earth to reveal the Father to men. I
showed the way, for all men to come and know us, and be free. But each
Man must choose his destiny."
"It is a great delight for us to bring you into Our Heart. Few want to
know our Love or to walk with us. Few desire to change or to be free.
They desire their own ways and future. The Father always answers those
who desire to come to Him. He delights in those who love Him and want to
be like Him. Many want to reflect Him, and use His Gifts, but they do
not want to be Holy. They do not want to embrace Him or to live in His
Light. Many use My Word, My Father, My Gifts, and My Name for their own
uses, but that day is ending. The night has come, and no man will now
stand under the Glory of the Father, and walk in their own ways. All
will be seen and all will be clean. All will be required to choose whom
they will serve fully. Those who choose to come to us, will be ours.
They will be under My Blood and in My House."
"My Father sent me to prepare a place for you, and all of My People. I
have done so. All is in readiness. All will enter in, who desire Truth,
and who love My Word, more than themselves. It pleases us that you
desire to know us, and to come to us, and to bring that knowledge of us
to His People. My Word is a Living Word and it brings life to all who
will receive it. My Father is calling to those who would come and
partake, and then feed to those who will follow after them. It is time
for the People of God to know their God."
"Be at peace, daughter, for I know all things. I knew your choice,
before you made it, but I have to bring you to this place, as I do all
of Mine. Each must choose. Each is responsible for that choice. Each
must embrace Me in it, and reflect Me through it. I would have loved you
no matter which choice you made. I would have used you in any choice,
and any gift that you desired that I pour through you. I would have been
reflected through you in the degree that you allowed me to. I am
glorified through each of Mine, as the Father is also glorified. Each
choice is just as important as the other. Each is a part of Us, and
reflects Us. Each is available to all who seek Us, and desire to be made
into Our Image."
"What you have asked for, I always grant. I desire that all men would
want to know My Heart, and to share it with others. For such is the
Kingdom of God, the Love. Love is the greatest of all gifts, and is the
foundation upon which all things exist and flow through. For God is
Love. I AM Love. All things exist through Me, and out of Me, and Love
upholds all things. Because of My great Love for you, I created all
things, so that you could know that great love. It is just many of the
things that I desire My People to know. I love them. I died for them, so
that they could know that love and be with Me where I am. It is time for
Love to be released in My House again. It is time for Love to be given
and shared amongst the Church. It is time for true Love to be released
and true Life to come forth. It is time for change. My People are known
by their love. They reflect Me. The world is looking for Truth and for
Love. It is time to shine forth with My Love and to communicate it to
the darkness and to bring the imprisoned out into My Light."
"Enter in. Take your place in My Heart. Sit, and learn of Me. Write what
I show you and what I speak to you. Many will come and sit where you
will sit, and they also will write of Me. For I am bringing great Grace
to those who are searching for Me. Great Grace is given to the thirsty
and the hungry, and the naked. I will feed them, and fill them, and
clothe them with Myself. I will reveal Myself to those who will receive
Me. Write of Me, for many will read, and will embrace Me. I will be
glorified through My Words. I will receive My Own to Myself and the
Father."
"I am bringing greater understanding to the Earth of who I AM. All men
will know that there is a Living God. All men will know that I AM. All
men will come to a knowledge of Me, and will choose their final
destiny."
"The Earth will shake with the knowledge of Me."
"The heavens will shake with the knowledge of Me."
"The seas will roar with the knowledge of Me."
"There will be no excuse. All men will see that I am in control of all
things. The heavens and the Earth are Mine. The heavens and the Earth
reflect Me and what I am doing in this hour."
"Great travail will now increase, as men are ushered into their final
destinies. Great Grace will also be given to Mine who serve Me, and who
reflect Me in this hour. For I will reap My Harvest, and it will be
seen. Great darkness has come, and all men who refuse the knowledge of
Me will be given over to the darkness and will be separated from Me.
Many have warned and have faithfully cried out. Now it has come. The
Storm has begun."
"Take your place. My Own are now taking their places. All is in
readiness. All is now brought forth."
The end.
-by Susan Cummings
1-2-05 at 9:18 pm
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