PR Thanks letting me come to my final year of studying medicine, it,s
because of his grace and love and not because i,m good enough. thanks god
PR Request i,m having trouble with my relationship. i can,t stay , but then
it,s difficult to leave as i,m always left with emotions . i don,t know wat
it,s true and wat is not , and that s wat caused me not to want this man any
more. he drinks , he smokes , he hangs around with people who can destroy
his image , there r rumors and stories that he s dating these girls or dated
these girls while i,m outside the country , but he denies them and says they
r not true. he tried to prove to me , but i,m not just convinced .god knows
the truth. he knows wat he does wen i,m not around. i was warned before i
went out with him that he s a player and doesn,t respect women e.t.c , but
he promised and convinced me he s gonna show the world he s not that. he
tells me he loves me, he wants to marry me , but i don,t tryust this man. he
lies a lot also. i just want to be prayed for , i want to be happy. i want a
happy relationship , god know the truth of wether he cheats or not , because
i dodn,t stay with him everytime as i,m studying outside the country, it,s a
distance relationship.i want happiness and to concentrate on my studies. i
want happiness , because i,m really not happy now. i,m insecured , i don,t
trust him , i,m also scared of the people because they r the ones who come
and tell me. if it,s true , can god pls let me leave this man and if it,s
not true , can he change his drinking habits , partying too much and living
recklessly?i,m just tired .i,m just tired .i can,t take it anymore.i,m tired
of living this a life , i want to be happy.
thanks.
Fenny
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Kim Rather
